Okay can I go curl up in the corner now please?

[razorjak]

friend dies in a car wreck staurday morning

girl who's band ( The Rabies ) has played at the club before and who was scheduled to play again next month died this week at age 19. Her funeral was yesterday.

try to sleep this morning only to have a reoccuring dream of having sex with one of the club regulars only to be replaced at the point of climax with the girl who's funeral was yesterday.

This afternoon while I am babysitting her kids, I get a call from my ex's sister stating that my ex had been in a car accident, her van flipping at an intersection and is now on the way to the hospital. ...

As soon as the boys are tucked in bed and her sister comes over to watch the kids I think I am going to curl up in the corner and start babbling.

Comments

[sabinenotagoth.livejournal.com]

i'm so sorry. :(

[kest]

Oh babe. *hugs*

[lorithefreak.livejournal.com]

*strokes your hair and holds you*

[ladygenevieve.livejournal.com]

This entry was sent to me by a friend...

But this is just more incentive for me to believe that the second half of this year is for healing. The first half has been horrible... January was probably the worst month of my life... I'll probably never have a worse one. I lost my mom, a friend, my sister's fiancee, a family friend. It was just... horrible.

But it's time for the year to switch tracks and help us heal... summer is a great time for it, making everything fresh and new, every day.

Hugs to you, and my blessings to you and everyone in your life.

[razorjak.livejournal.com]

I'm the Holly King type though. Thinks are good for me in fall winter usually and suck from spring through summer ... it's just STARTING for me.

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[ladygenevieve.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm the same way. But fate (or whatever's out there) hopefully won't be too terrible to you and your loved ones.

Either way, I do believe it's a time for extreme pain and then major healing. There seems to be an awful lot of it going around.

[sola.livejournal.com]

jebus. not much to say, is there other than that i hope the ex comes through all right, and so the same for you.

[masokisst.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
net hugs are the best i can give right now given my current situation. In another week I may be granted driving clearance, we should do coffee.

[zentariana.livejournal.com]

oh, honey.
*big hug*

babble away.

[valiantra.livejournal.com]

Jak, chill. Your putting too much stress upon yourself. These things have happened before and will go on happening , there isn't a lot any of us can do about it...even the dreams...

[ravenhart.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry.

I know how you feel.

[jenafi.livejournal.com]

Sorry sweetie :(

[ex-electroly478.livejournal.com]

holy shit dude.
i won't say it's okay because it's not, and i won't tell you to chill because that's not what you need to do ... but i hope everything gets to a manageable state sometime soon.
HuGz and all that lame stuff.

[jruske.livejournal.com]

Shite. Hang tough, mate. Too many cracked eggs in the world to let the world crack you as well.

[invisible1.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear about all of this, Jak. I do hope things get better for you and the others involved.

[ex-aporia643.livejournal.com]

:< *bighugs*
- kv

[missanthropy.livejournal.com]

Yup. I've been having nightmares involving death... sex... and weirdness, too. Too many tragic events for me as of late. Death. Hospitals. Illness. Suffering. BAH :(

Jak. You know my number. I wish you'd call more often. I mean that. I love you lots, and you know it. If you ever need to just SIT and BABBLE with someone present, ring me up. I'll even come get you.

*Hug*

[beanie-2.livejournal.com]

Things usually happen in 3. So according to that theory, things should be getting a lot better for you right now. Hopefully the theory is true.