Okay can I go curl up in the corner now please?

[razorjak]

friend dies in a car wreck staurday morning

girl who's band ( The Rabies ) has played at the club before and who was scheduled to play again next month died this week at age 19. Her funeral was yesterday.

try to sleep this morning only to have a reoccuring dream of having sex with one of the club regulars only to be replaced at the point of climax with the girl who's funeral was yesterday.

This afternoon while I am babysitting her kids, I get a call from my ex's sister stating that my ex had been in a car accident, her van flipping at an intersection and is now on the way to the hospital. ...

As soon as the boys are tucked in bed and her sister comes over to watch the kids I think I am going to curl up in the corner and start babbling.

Comments

[valiantra.livejournal.com]

Jak, chill. Your putting too much stress upon yourself. These things have happened before and will go on happening , there isn't a lot any of us can do about it...even the dreams...