Mar. 31st, 2004 11:35 pm
The Ghost of Military Service past
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For the record, while I was in the military I spent six months under courts martial investigation. It took six months to be cleared of the charges which stemmed from a false identification due to circumstancial evidence. In fact, the only reason I was cleared was because the woman I was supposed to have raped didn't understand why I was in the courtroom when the trial date finaly came around. When she was told I was the defendant she told the court that they were all crazy. Six months of hell ended in less than ten minutes.
Yes, that's right. I spent six months in hell because the MPs and CID refused to hold a line-up. For six months I was looked at by my chain of command as a criminal. I was told by the company CO that he could not speak to me without "reading me my rights" each and every time. I was unable to attend any service school and watched those who were below me go to PLDC, BNOC and in one case ANOC. I was in formation while I saw others promoted. My nerves couldn't take it. I snapped and spent a bit of time under psych treatment.
This treatment, which was really little more than how to deal after my nervous breakdown, has come back to haunt me. Any job that requires a thorough background check sees this and decides that I'm not right for the job.
Be all you can be ... which in my case seems to be nothing more than a bouncer.
Yes, that's right. I spent six months in hell because the MPs and CID refused to hold a line-up. For six months I was looked at by my chain of command as a criminal. I was told by the company CO that he could not speak to me without "reading me my rights" each and every time. I was unable to attend any service school and watched those who were below me go to PLDC, BNOC and in one case ANOC. I was in formation while I saw others promoted. My nerves couldn't take it. I snapped and spent a bit of time under psych treatment.
This treatment, which was really little more than how to deal after my nervous breakdown, has come back to haunt me. Any job that requires a thorough background check sees this and decides that I'm not right for the job.
Be all you can be ... which in my case seems to be nothing more than a bouncer.
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-P.`
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I wasn't able to take it. Hence the time dealing with military headshrinkers.
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Was it really my fault that War College didn't prepare the knucklehead for single combat? I have a simple rule... don't walk about with more 'tude than you can carry.
People ask me why I don't work for the guv'mint on account of I'm so smart and all. The guv'mint, and all those who've bought and paid for its largesse, don't like to be shown in a bad light. When you are right, you must be crazy... and guess who gets the shaft right up in the gloryhole?
Um, yea. I feel ya, man.
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We've both been fucked up the ass with the big green weenie. It's probably why we see things in a similar light in most cases.
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Taking it in through the out hole is inevitable in this day and age... but at least we still get to decide if there will be a broken coke bottle up there first, just waiting.
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This was in the Pacific theater, involving a "foreign national" ... If the courts martial had found me guilty on the charges I would have been handed over to the civilian authories.
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But, who out there in the real world knows that?
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and how long ago was that? it seems to me that situations like that wouldn't be anyone's business after a bit. certainly not the trial part, anyway. ever.
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The fact that I was in a psych ward for any length of time. This period was well over a decade ago.
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That tired old joke about your permanent record actually applies if you've ever served... right or wrong, it follows you.
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Another advantage to immigrating, my dear. Unless you are trying to get a job that requires security clearance they aren't likely to ask or care.
Companies here also don't make you pee in a jar. It boggles my brain when I read about friends having to take a drug test to get a tech-support job.
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I have a little bit of Bathroom stall wisdom that I think applies here:
"I've fucked in England
I've fucked in Maine
I've fucked up and down the coast of Spain
But I'll never be happy
and I'll never be free
until I've fucked the Army
Like they fucked me."
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I think I may actually get that done in cross stitch and hang it in my den.
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