Surviving by Hatred & Apathy

Thank you Dorothy Parker:

Razors pain you
Rivers are damp
Acids stain you
Drugs cause cramp
Guns aren't lawful
Nooses give
Ah, what the hell
You might as well live.

... that's the apathy that is keeping me alive.

The hatred keeping me alive is knowing the Universe truly despises me. If it loved me, it'd have the decency to fucking kill me instead of slowing destroying my body and giving me a small hope of happiness only to tear it away from me once I come to depend on it. So ... I've come to hate it back.

My life is a walking Entropy field ... I swear. Everything I touch ... Everything I depend on ... turns to shit and offal.