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damned computer!
I had a whole rant down and was about to hit the send button and my system locked up. Maybe the poor M$ product got scared of my rage and pissed itself from sheer fear.
Anyway to put it shortly ... She told me this morning she's moving not at the end of May but in the middle of April. Did I not say she'd up the date?
The only reason she's not moving tomorrow ( if she could ) is because her Ex had already bought tickets for the 15th in order to pick the kids up for the spring break.
So it's okay to rip the kids out of school TWO MONTHS before the end of their semester. It's okay to make me find a place to live a month before my semester ends. It's okay for her to have me help her with her schoolwork only to see her drop out to follow a pipedream ... but heaven forbid she make Mike lose money on a planeticket.
FUCK
Anyway to put it shortly ... She told me this morning she's moving not at the end of May but in the middle of April. Did I not say she'd up the date?
The only reason she's not moving tomorrow ( if she could ) is because her Ex had already bought tickets for the 15th in order to pick the kids up for the spring break.
So it's okay to rip the kids out of school TWO MONTHS before the end of their semester. It's okay to make me find a place to live a month before my semester ends. It's okay for her to have me help her with her schoolwork only to see her drop out to follow a pipedream ... but heaven forbid she make Mike lose money on a planeticket.
FUCK
Addendum the 1st
Anyone in the Buffalo area want/need a roomie come April or sooner?
I want to borrow Choo Choo in April
http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp03022003.html
Is it wrong to take such pleasure in this strip? How fucking fitting is it?
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Sorry. The whole situation sounds totally beat.
and hi.
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*waves weakly*
Yea - Hi ...
( goes back to wondering if 307 rum would be possible to make if he used a distillery based on non-euclidean geometry )
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i wanted to say more, but there's really so little i could say that would make you feel better or make a difference...
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The sad thing is ... in her mind I'm sure I'm the bad guy.
I'm the one that has tried time and time again to get her into counselling.
I should have taken the aftermath of our first date as an omen of how this relationship would turn out ...
I was happy to the point of not keeping my guard up and my defensive positions secure. Hence I got jumped by two ghettofucks trying to mug me for my gameboy.
I should know by now that (at least for me) being happy ends in SEVERE pain.
If I ever say "I've got a new girlfriend ... " I want someone to fucking blow my head off before I finish the sentence.
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get girlfriends. be in love. just be careful and don't allow people to treat you like she's treating you.
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and happiness is not bad karma. just because you're happy doesn't mean it's going to come back and bite you in the ass. if anything, being happy is good karma. just sometimes we waste our time on the wrong people.
you can take or leave my completely-uninvolved-don't-know-anything observation, but it sounds like you're WAY better off without her.
*big hug*
**hugs**
I dont understand her self-destructive behavior =(
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waiting certainly wont harm anything.
may we beat some sence into her ????
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I almost can see her view - She doesn't have a job to go back to ( since she told her boss that she wasn't going to be there for the full busy season ) and she's failing her math class ( because she refused to take our advice and drop it since she's not GOOD at math and taking the course she took as an ONLINE course was STUPID ) so in her mind she's got nothing holding her here ... the boys schooling and mine do not enter into her view.
NO BEATING HER - she'll like it too much
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or at least for now it was "ow hey that does hurt"
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and I know about the ears :-)
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i did nothing !!!
then again, if anything that is Mikes job, and he just sat there grining or shaking his head. Jodi was a bad influence on me, as well as the Labatt BLues i was drinking... i kept trying to tell meself "damnit self, shes the enemy!" They wernt kidding when they say sitting up against that window area is a bad bad baaaaaad idea.... though i DID meet some interesting new people !
(Matt threatened to make Jodi and i stand in the corner with a dime on our noses!) lol
YOu must come ot the next one
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What did you two do in order for Matt to threaten you with said punishment?
I may come to the next one - but no promises. I am not feeling social at all lately.
silly Doms
Irnoic how things play out at those social situations.... The Doms try to intimidate the subs they dont even 'own' and i'm nice by not saying "whatever" straight to thier face. Granted there are a few that i respect a great deal more highly than others. But i would only answer to Mike (and he doenst even technicaly 'own' me) and perhaps you. It all comes down to the trust factor.